Doing the impossible…
I wish I could do the impossible. I just want to stop time and cling to this moment. I know its for the best, but why now?
We are having to put my dog to sleep tomorrow.
I have had my dog since I was 2 years old. He is old, blind, and deaf. I think the one thing that breaks my heart even more then putting him down is that we aren’t going to tell Gracie. She has a solo in her choir performance so we are going to tell her after she is done… which means she won’t get the chance of saying good-bye.
I hate this feeling. UGH!
I’m done. :p blah
Wedding :)
My best friend is getting married. She moved her ‘Big Day’ so I could be there before I move. She is also deciding who will be her maid of honor… it might be me…
I’m excited… but still iffy about it all. I just pray she knows what she is doing with her life :p
Today….
Today…
My best friend ran away.
She called me.
Told me she was safe.
She told me she was a big girl.
She said that she was able to make her own decisions.
I cooked dinner for my ‘other family’
When I took it over her/my mother gave me hug.
She said with tears in her eyes.
“All I can do is give her to God. She was His daughter before she was ever mine”
Hearing that come from her was heart breaking.
Please pray!
I ready for the good differentness.
lol
Today was a terrible day… But randomly a kid in the hallway just gave me a hug and said “Cheer up! It might seem like everything is going wrong at the moment, but remember that God loves you and thats the only thing that matters”
Thanks random kid… you made my day :)
Helen Keller?
I realized today that my dog is the dog version of Helen Keller…
Its so heart braking watching my poor little puppy (when I say puppy I mean he is 14 years old) get lost in the middle of the kitchen. I love him so much and its so sad to see a little bit of my childhood fade away :(
Here Comes Goodbye
Nine weeks;; Sixty two days;; One thousand four hundred ninety six hours;;
Today marks the 9 weeks before I leave Arkansas forever.
…
I don’t want to say goodbye.
I don’t want to leave everything and everybody behind.
I don’t want have my senior year at some other school.
…
But I guess its not about what I want.
Its about what God wants from me.
…
There is a time where people have to grow up and get out of their comfort zone.
I guess its my time.
I guess I have to put my big girl britches and deal with it.
…
I can’t express the emotions I’m going through at the moment.
Its really a bittersweet feeling.
I guess here comes goodbye.
…
To You:
Yes you! You read the title right.
I have officially started Tumblr stalking you…
You can run…(unless you have a pulled muscle), and you can hide… but I will always find you. mahahah lol
Ah. I will post more now that I’m not super busy.
<3 Maddie Fay
P.S Emily you make my heart happy :]
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